Thursday, August 26, 2010
Love me some Ativan
I thought I wanted to get remarried, I thought I might want to have another kid. I thought this was supposed to be easier. You fall in love, you get married, you have a happy family? Wouldn't that be nice. So what do you do when you don't want to be touched by them, or go home to them, or even speak to them? Is that what love is? This shitty feeling that I'm not good enough, I'm too much of a freak in bed for him? I'm so lost and confused. I can't stand being around him a lot of the time, I'm embarrassed to hang out with him with my friends. But I think I still love him. More later...being summoned.
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Sweetie...that isn't healthy love. It takes more than love to make it work...HUGS
ReplyDeleteI have used 0.5mg 2X per day for 4 years, assigned by psychiatrist. My initial need was bad anxiety from a family member challenge. Also, mild anxiety after waking up and drinking coffee to go to work, plus need to go to sleep better. Difficult for me to stop using Ativan but the effect is mild to my behavior. What should I do?
ReplyDeleteI only take ativan on an as needed basis. I know that with anti depressants you have to cut the dose down slowly till your weaned completely off, but I don't think you have to with anti anxiety meds. I would ask your doctor to make sure since you've been on it for a while. If you still have problems sleeping after your off it try taking melatonin, it naturally helps you fall asleep. Hopefully this helps some. Good Luck.
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